A Wife’s Epiphany
by Johannah Simon
I drink because it’s easier
than talking to you and I don’t have
the energy or gumption to justify my behavior
maybe I’m punishing myself not with hellfire
but with bourbon burning the back of my throat
or perhaps I can for the briefest of moments
lose myself in the bottom of a glass
but if you want a straight answer
I want to avoid you
and when I drink
it’s the only time
you’ll leave me
the fuck alone.
Johannah Simon (she/her) is a corporate strategist, adjunct professor, and somebody’s mom. Find her work at www.thewritingtype.com.
"A Wife’s Epiphany" is her first appearance in The Itch.